07/13/2026
"i'm writing you a second time to let you know nothing here has changed"
today's music related title comes from "dying in new brunswick" by thursday off their album Waiting
it's not quite true. a ton has changed, but as they say "the more things change, the more they stay the same." hello all! sorry it's been such a long time since i spoke to you all. don't worry, i still love you. i have been very busy! i have been dealing with a lot personally, as per usual. to spoil my albums, i usually keep it to 1 album per artist as a rule but i'm so deep in my love for thursday that i had to put two. in my continuous news segment on the cesspool of dating, i have been dealing with insane dyke drama all year. i won't go through the specifics but the local richmond scene is running a train on me, in addition to some other women. funny stories i won't tell publically for each. i am on mood stabilizers now. they were really helping until i got to the effective dose, and now i'm getting anxiety. rare side effect pull! i feel a pressure in my chest even now. i'll bbe okay though. i will be making a second post tomorrow, because i have incredible news to share! i have been on a crazy creative streak lately. i also have become a youtuber aside from my short films! i made a video on trans nihilism and "no-futurism" that popped off a little. my documentary sequel on trans joy and trans resilience did not do nearly as well unfortunately. i would like more positive trans topics discussed. i also got the chance to have an hour long discord call with Ms. Ezra Furman, notable as singer/songwriter of one of my favorite albums of last year for the doc. then we had a second hour long call just to chat! it was an incredible experience. i have also spoken very briefly at (not to) geoff rickly of thursday in his dms recently for my next major project. keep on the lookout!